Tuesday, November 30, 2004

in 18 days, Ethan does Denver!!!

glad its not smack dab (what is a smack dab?) in the middle of the semester right now where there is an assignment due every second of the day cuz i'm feeling so lazy right now. luckily things are winding down and i've somewhat got a handle on everything. we even had our first teacher evaluation yesterday. seems a little early but okay. i can't even tell you how busy i've been lately with that stupid family law exam. i spend hours every night on it. even if it wasn't infinity below zero out, i'd still have no time to go running, haven't seen a new movie since bridget jones, and certainly haven't had time to write on here. its not even close to being over after this exam either. i've gotta start my 15 page constitution paper this weekend and basically finish it this weekend too. then i have some crappy stuff in my legal research class. then we still have finals in each class, which includes a final in this family law class. then finally the semester from hell will end. lately i've just been really looking forward to waking up in the grover's house with absolutely nothing to do. i'm gonna finally read the davinci code while in CO, i'll check online about three times a day for my grades, as i always do during the winter, and i'm gonna eat about 40 pounds worth of chipotle. the countdown began last night...18 days to go until i can theoretically be in CO.

snowboarding this friday in park city. looks like i'll be falling down the mountain by myself again. picked up some pointers from brian though, so we'll see if his mad skills are all that he says they are. speaking of, jax is cool. yes j-lloyd, e-propa has proclaimed that you are cool. HOWEVER!!! for the record, i DID NOT say that kim doesn't vacuum because she is lazy, i specifically said WE don't vacuum cuz WE are lazy. i completely remember me saying that and thinking about choosing my words carefully as i said it. so next time you come over, i'll have the vacuum out for you since you care so much. despite this, i still think you are cool.

so i got my measly paycheck from these idiots. just try and take a guess at how much i got paid today. it is so sad to see. i'm surprised they don't want me to pay them. i got freaking $275. so pathetic. now granted, i didn't even work 20 hours each week and when i do work, it is basically me doing homework, writing in the blog, or falling in and out of consciousness, but still. that will be enough for me to, um, well pretty much do nothing. lets see, basically it will all be going to christmas gifts. i can't even afford my x-mas dvds i was planning on picking up for myself from best buy.

there are so few things worth repeating in life. however, i'll try and name a few of life's little goodies that are worth doing over and over again: jesus christ superstar, heat, boondock saints, any oasis cd, any dave cd, GTA3 and Vice City, Halo, sex, most food, disneyland/world, act of flying, and sleep. these are the things that i'm always craving to have, even after just getting it. i'm sure there are a ton more and this obviously doesn't apply to you. but this blog isn't about you so get over it. make your own list.

so, christmas is here again. this is my 20-somethingth christmas now but it feels like i've had maybe 10 in my life. thought of another thing to do over the break: finally get to sopranos season 4. okay, time for me to get serious now. not with the blog, but with my day. checklist before i leave my crap paying job:
  1. fill out three more christmas cards
  2. proof read at least 2 of my essays
  3. take about a 15 minute snoozer
  4. turn the freaking heat on. i'm dying here!!

Monday, November 29, 2004


some utah holiday cheer for you bastards Posted by Hello

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

when i'm a millionaire, i wanna get fat and beat people up too

Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason (2004): first of all, renee is faaaaaaat. i can't believe what that girl will do to herself just to make a movie. and i'm not saying she is fat, i'm really just saying she is fat compared to what she usually looks like. she's just super brave cuz a lot of folks might be scared they can't cut off the weight after gaining it all. but when you have millions, you do what you like. and hugh grant is my hero. the guy is just freaking so damn good looking and i think in another life (or this one), i am really the character he is playing. the movie was very good and very funny. has all the same qualities of the first, however maybe a little too many. at times they used many of the same jokes and lines from the first so i was kinda disappointed there. also, renee is really fat in the movie. all in all it wasn't as good as the first, but still amazing as far as romantic comedies go. buy it.

well my crappy saturday was made up with probably the best 24 hours in sports' history. was able to catch the amazing second half of the Utes game where they stomped BYU. and i couldn't get enough of the fights. of course everyone saw the boxing match in michigan, but did everyone see the clemson/s. carolina fight? these guys had full gear on going up against each other!! most sports are ridiculous anyways so anything they can do to make it more interesting i'm all for it even if it means a few peeps are arrested. and what did the fans expect at the pistons/pacers game? despite popular opinion, basketball players are people too and they do have emotions. you can only push them so far and everyone has their limits to how far they can be pushed. we all deserve respect, even ballers. even shot callers for that matter. however i'm not promoting violence, just saying i can slightly see where everyone is coming from. the only people who's actions were not justified in any way was whoever threw the cup in the first place and whoever through that fastball folding chair. the cup thrower was just being a dick, the chair chucker was probably doing it for fun thinking he could get away with it. so that's that. all your downloading needs for these glorious moments in sporting history can be satisfied with kazaa.

family law sucks really bad. we got a take home exam last thursday that is due two weeks from then. i know you are saying, "hold on e-propa, that ain't so bad. you have two flippin weeks to do it." well yeah, but the problem is that even two weeks isn't enough time for this crap. i could go into detail on how it is all arranged, but i'll spare you. just know that as usual, all the questions he has given us are essay question. i basically did 10% of it sunday night and it came out being 4 pages long, typed, single spaced. so everyone recall your linear algebra class. if 4 equals 10%, you multiply 4 times 10, which means that at the rate i'm going, this exam will be 40 pages long, typed, single spaced. okay, so maybe that wasn't linear algebra, but that's still a ton of freaking pages. i'm praying it doesn't end up that long, but who knows. especially the way i am with detail and wordiness. but it pays off. here are some of the comments our teacher, a district judge of utah, has given me on past exams: "Excellent work. This was the best 'judge's ruling' I have seen on this assignment," "Very well done," "This is a great answer-better than the model, actually," "Ethan, I would adopt you as my own son if I could." i'm happy that i'm doing so good in the class, but its just too much freaking work. so guess what i'll be doing all thanksgiving break?

snowboarding scheduled for wednesday. heading to brighton, hopefully. assuming this gay state has any snow this winter. and supposedly i'll be getting to borrow the lloyd's snowboarding stuff today. well anyways, i got christmas cards to work on, idiots to deal with on the phone, and family law to force upon myself. i got time for nothing. so i'm out.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

everyone can go to hell

ok, i'm really pissed right now so i'm gonna get some of my aggression out.

i'm sitting at work because i am too nice to say no to my boss because i know there is no one else that will help her out. the good news is that she is giving me time and a half to work 2.5 hours. bad news is that the Utah/BYU game starts in 2 minutes. this is not only the biggest game of the year for both teams, but probably the biggest game ever for Utah. i've seen at least part of every game this season, but of course i have to miss the most important.

then, yesterday was a complete waste of my time because i drove all the way to park city to do my thing, and it turns out there isn't enough snow so they pushed the day back by a few weeks. nice huh? two hours of driving for nothing.

then, today jessIE and i were supposed to do our terrible family law exam stuff, but that got put off probably forever because her husband is sick and there would be no point in doing anything together since she would have to be home by 6.

then, i can't seem to have a normal convo with kim today.

then, turns out i'll be working tomorrow morning for some retard, then have to come back 6 hours later for my normal shift.

so life sucks ass right now and i just want to be in front of espn watching the only thing i care about on saturdays. but no, i'm stuck in this hell hole for two more hours. i did see Bridget Jones last night, but i'm too pissed to review it now. so you are just gonna have to wait. for now i get to sit in front of the computer and watch the score from here. sounds fun huh? I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 18, 2004

i is the smartest man alive

trying to gather my thoughts before i start writing today and i seem to be lacking in that department. in order to puff up my post i'll try and come up with a few of my more random thoughts.

we were basically out of breakfast this morning which sucked. had no instant breakfast stuff for instant tastiness, no good cereal that i approved of, no eggs to get creative with, no yogurt or bananas or anything that would grow from the earth to actually start the day off right, and no bread to fall back on since we had nothing else. i was stuck with eating nasty oatmeal that i'm sure we've owned since we moved in. needless to say, we're gonna need to stock up on some breakfast items.

i've stopped running since i last went to denver, as what usually happens. plus its been freezing everyday so i wouldn't do too good anyways. instead i've devoted my time to reading again, which is kinda nice. i have a ton of books to tackle so i figure winter time is the best time to do so.

today is usually my hell day, but not on this particular one. yes work still sucks, but after this i'm off to costco to pick up my pics that'll be going in the x-mas cards. then we have an exam in our drugs and crime class which i'm sure i'll destroy because i'm unstoppable. however before my head gets too big, gotta remember i have family law tonight where he'll be passing out take home exams. it'll be nice to have two weeks to do it, but i'm so afraid to even see what he has planned. its gonna hurt.

i got no sleep last night. i literally, and i mean literally just laid there watching the minutes go by on the clock for 2 hours. 2 flippin hours!!! fell asleep at about 2 and woke up at like a quarter to 6 for this dumb job. i'm gonna be so tired today. gonna have to get some extra sleep tonight also because tomorrow is the big day.

i'm soooo excited for it. despite the fact i have no friends to spend my last remaining moments of my life as i'm dying alone on a mountain in utah, it will still be awesome. bad news though. was gonna borrow my friend brian's board and boots since he never goes. had it all planned out and had been asking for some time now. well they finally went to get it yesterday from his wife's parents' house, but turns out they put it in storage. so i got no board. now a $15 day will turn into a $50 day since i'm gonna have to rent now. could of been a better night.

although, brian revealed to me an original strategy (original to us at least since i'm sure its been thought of before) on winning $$ in blackjack. let me tell you how sold i am too. statistically you are guaranteed to walk away a winner. you have to be a proficient player, but it has nothing to do with helping you win more. its all about the statistics of the bet and the odds of winning. i can't divulge any of the top secret strategies here, but lets just say he and i are gonna keep doing research and hopefully some time next year we'll be hitting vegas!!

oh and by the way, in case you were wondering, as i was laying in bed last night, i was thinking about this amazing sunset i saw yesterday over the mountains. i couldn't have imagined a better moment. anyways, i was wondering, since we live in a valley, how much of the sun do we actually see, compared to that of someone living on a plain where the horizon is at 0 and 180 degrees. then i started to think how you could calculate the time the sun would be in the sky from 0 degrees, until the sun actually rises in provo, utah, where the mountains are our next door neighbor. i realized that all you would need is a 25 cent plastic protractor and a few simple equations. best part is you wouldn't have to use stupid sin, cos, tan crap either when calculating it. not only that, but by using the same method that i thought of last night, you could do things like predict the time of the sunrise/sunset for provo or for kansas-type places, if you know the distance from here to moscow, you could predict the sunrise/sunset of there if you wanted, and i could even tell you the distance between each horizon, so long as the horizons are flat, plain-like. obviously people figured this out 2,000 years prior to my discovery, but i'm okay with that. i'll let them have their glory. i haven't figured out how i could measure the distance between the earth and the sun, but i'll work on that one.

two more things then i promise i'm done. i hate all my clothes. i'm not a big fashion guy anyways, but most days i feel like i own maybe 3 shirts, 1 pair of jeans (why is it called a pair if its 1?), and a ton of brown shorts. seems like as fast as i can buy a new shirt, my old ones go out of style or shrink on me. that's that. and finally, everyone go to www.evisual.net to see jessIE and some wedding pics. she on the front page and in the gallery section under bridal and wedding. very nice shots of the perfect little couple. if nothing else you can hear some music vaguely resembling Six Feet Under music.

goodbye all. if i never post on here again, it is because no one will go with me snowboarding and i'm frozen in 10 feet of snow. au revoir!

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

7th heaven, mmmmmmmm 7th heaven

week started out kinda boring. could be because of all the drama during the weekend, that any normalness just seems refreshingly boring. the mom situation, with her moving, or not moving, or moving again escalated to its prime this weekend. don't want to get too much into it here cuz a lot of it is some pretty personal stuff, but i just feel so bad. i wish for once in her life everything could just be normal and live the day to day boring life without all the crap. i need to hurry up and get my J.D. so i can make bank and take care of her.

had lots of good things happen this weekend though. got a 154 on the practice LSAT, which would be the best score i've gotten so far. this not-so-good score could get me in such top notch school as Ohio State, University of Tennessee, University of Oklahoma, Arizona State, University of Kansas, and just about every school in Florida. so if nothing else i'd have some good football teams to look forward to. well except for florida schools of course. so 154 is okay, but i've got to do so much better.

i also got a haircut this saturday. been thinking about my hair lately and i've always hated it but i've never known what to do with it. i mean, its decent now, but maybe i should actually try something different, but what? i would have no clue what to do. i can't keep getting the same haircut forever...can i? i don't know. maybe i should grow it out again. that was a good look for me. although no one else thought so.

and i got the raddest hat known to man to complete my snowboarding ensemble!!! i can't even begin to describe it to you, so you'll just have to wait and see. i wish it would start snowing down here in the valley so i could start wearing it cuz i'm too much of a chicken to wear it out now and actually, i will probably be then too. my first trial run with it will be this friday when i'm on the slopes of park city baby!!!! of course i'll be alone cuz NO ONE WILL GO WITH ME!!!! its all your losses though. you slackers don't know what you are missing out on. i've been having this reoccurring thought in my head that, just like the first time i came off a lift, i'll sprain or break something, and will be out for the season. all this hype and wasting money on cool clothes will be in vain. how sad would that be. for those that don't know, the first time i went snowboarding and had to go off a lift, i fell (as most do) and landed on my wrist, which sprained it and made my entire hand rise up about two inches. if that wasn't enough the next guy to get off the lift fell on top of me. i've had better first times (wink wink) but i sucked it up and went back up a little later for another run. that time with little vic, we said a prayer that we wouldn't fall off and die (prolly the first in my life) and sure enough we glided right off the lift and didn't fall. good times!! so everyone say a few prayers for me that i don't die this friday.

started putting up christmas stuff the past two nights. wanted to get an early start on everything this year because once the season starts, time flies like a mofo. the house is looking mighty fine but my thumb and index finger are getting raw because i had to test about 300 thousand lights last night to try and get a strand of them working. of course after replacing and testing and replacing and testing and so forth, the stupid thing still didn't work. whatever. but happy cuz i actually did some shopping last night for gifts for utah people. wanting to get that out of the way since we'll be in denver probably the day after school is out. i still got a million things to do on my list though: finish utah people shopping, finish decorating house, buy tree that we will get to enjoy for about 2 weeks before we leave, decorate tree, buy stationary/envelopes for annual gay letter to people, buy cards for the same, start gift shopping for denver peeps, make copies of the picture we'll be sending out, and yadda yadda yadda. and we even heard our first christmas song of the year while shopping that loathed store walmart. i hate walmart like i hate celebrities. all people for that matter. holiday cheer comin your way biotches!!!

P.S. 7th heaven is the absolute worst show on tv. how could it still even be on. i'm still predicting that the series finale will be the following: it will be made known that ruthie is actually adopted (big shocker there), the twins aren't really twins but were born a year apart and are really mentally retarded (big shocker there), eric and annie will get a long needed divorce, simon will finally come out of the closet (big shocker there), lucy will end up a psycho like her mom and become addicted to every prescription pill known to man, the dozen or so children that matt has fathered through the years with various women will sue to collect child support, mary will make another appearance as a slut, wait, that has been every season, and kevin and martin and all the other little extras will just die because they are unnecessary characters and most people don't know who they are anyways. now that would be worth watching.

Saturday, November 13, 2004


it is done Posted by Hello

Friday, November 12, 2004

scary movies suck, snowboarding rocks

The Grudge (2004): very scary that's for sure. i don't know why i continue to torture myself by watching scary movies. and i can't just walk out cuz i don't want to waste the money. i'm sure i'll learn some day. as far as scariness goes, its like a 9, but the movie quality of it sucked. they focused too much on scaring the crap out of me and not enough on the story. its also hard not to compare it to the ring, which was by far superior. the script was completely terrible and unbelievable. reminded me of the many "great" teen scary movies of the late 90's. there was just no substance to it. good flashbacks though. and my last thought is about the ending. if you are gonna see it, don't read any further....the end sucks my butt. this whole time she is fighting this thing and trying to figure out the mystery and stay alive, all just to die at the end. imagine the family dying by the aliens in signs, or that little cracker dying at the end of sixth sense. "i see dead people, but its okay cuz now i can help them as long as i don't die. crap, here comes a dead person to kill me." the end. i'm all for unhappy endings, but only when they fit. didn't fit here. don't see it.

Saw (2004): i'm still recovering from this. it was one of the most gruesome, demented movies i've ever seen. in fact, during the movie i had already made up my mind that i wouldn't buy it because it was so demented. bad way of thinking on my part though. its like saying that because this movie had too much violence or sex or language, i'm not gonna buy it, despite it being a freaking amazing movie. that's never been my style, so i'm gonna have to say that i'll be buying this one, as should you. you are always guessing throughout the entire movie and it never got slow. i even thought i was so smart cuz i figured it all out within 20 minutes, but i should have known better. i love the movie seven and didn't think this movie would compare, but it really does. story is just like that of seven, but this movie pushes the envelope just a tad more than seven did. either way, it will freak the shit out of you and many times you'll have to look away from the screen, but it will be worth it i promise! so go buy it. see it now if you still can, then buy it when it comes out.

man, john peel just died. for all those that didn't know of him, you probably won't care that he is dead. sucks though. go google him or something and find out more about him. the man sure knew his music.

going snowboarding (hopefully) up in park city next friday. they are having some educational thing and since i work for the educational system, they are offering $15 tickets. isn't that rad? hopefully kim will be able to get work off and we can go together. looks like thanksgiving is out for denver. just don't have the money and time. plus i'm gonna be hitting the books like mad during that time. well, i say that i will, so we'll see. looks like mom isn't moving here. don't really have a thought for or against it. just hope she's happy and it all works out. chris is living with the bastard step-dad though. not his bastard step-dad, but mine. its his real dad. actually, i'll call him my bastard ex-step-dad since he's got nothing on me anymore. anyways, i'm just ready for the weekend to be here. need a break from school. week went by fast though and the end will be here before i know it. death is an interesting topic in my head these days. and i'm beginning to realize how important 2005 will be compared to every year of my life, past and to come. kinda getting scared. alright, i got nothing else to say to you. goodbye.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

top ten reasons WWI vets should support Amendment 4 and snowboard with the boys

i'm on this kick now where i like posting other people's crap on my blog. maybe that's because not much is going down in my little life right now. its just another week. getting really excited for the holidays though. i think this weekend if i have time i'll start bustin out the x-mas crap for the house. and my work's annual x-mas party is coming up but guess who is not going? its so freaking gay. if you go, you are required to bring a gift for every person that goes. who does that? they know how much money i'm making and i know that the cops don't make that much more than i. hopefully i'll be in CO by then anyways. someone gave me the idea of having a crazy guys day out snow boarding once i get to colorado with me, tom, ryan, dustin, and jeramie. sounds a little sketchy that it would ever happen, but boy would it be fun. its soooo freaking cold today, but never fear! today i busted out my new jacket and all is well. so i'm pretty much just rambling now, so i guess i'll get on with other people's material since i'm so boring.

there is usually a top ten list in my school paper, however this one i thought was really funny:
Top Ten reasons why no one shows up to UVSC sports.

10. UVSC has sports teams?
9. The mascot is the freakish love child of a demented bear and a rat.
8. Ethics and Values sucked the will to care about anything anymore right out of us.
7. Michael Moore's gone, now we can go back to not giving a damn about anything again.
6. Because our sports teams play about as well as life editor Alicia Lee does at top ten lists.
5. Friday nights are for cruising the hall-o-flags and dragging state.
4. I'd rather be a Coug.
3. No black people in the state.
2. I don't have $2... oh... it's free?
1. Our football team sucks.
its funnier i'm sure to in-state peeps, but just know that coug=cougars=byu and uvsc doesn't have a football team. next...
Now, Amendment 4

Now that we have successfully protected the sanctity of marriage with Amendment 3, it is imperative that we continue this effort by getting hard to work on Amendment 4.

This would ban divorce, criminalize adultery and pre-marital sex, prohibit those already divorced from remarrying and impose a sin tax on those who have children with more than one person.

After all, shouldn't we do everything we can to protect marriage as we've always know it?

Michael Tielborg
Park City
gotta love those park city peeps. that's why i'm gonna live there one day. i wonder if i ever mentioned the fact that with every newspaper i get, i always look through the obituaries to see if there are any WWI vets that have died. it is so extremely rare but i almost found one today. some guy born in '02, but all he did during the war was sell liberty bonds and got some award from the government. i read somewhere that thousands died everyday, but i haven't seen any here in utah. its kinda weird to think that there are still some alive today, but in ten years there will be no one alive that was in WWI. what is even weirder is that i can see peeps in the obituary from WWI, those people during WWI could see peeps in the obituary from the Civil War, and those from the Civil War could see people that, not necessarily were in the Revolutionary War, but lived during it. our little nation really isn't that old i guess. tomorrow morning i'm gonna see a movie so long as i get up in time. can't wait!

Monday, November 08, 2004

a little extreme, but maybe not

A one-party system
Congratulations, America. It looks like four more years.

Brave men are dying every day, but you don’t care. As long as you can drive your SUVs, stuff your faces with Big Macs and watch those idiotic reality shows, you’re just fine. Greenhouse gases will run rampant, the middle class will vanish and the Constitution will be trampled. We are now officially a one-party system.

But I have noticed all these so-called patriots aren’t in line at the recruiting offices signing up to help our boys fight this war in Viet-Iraq – like those zealots at UVSC shouting four more years and death to Michael Moore. What’s next, President Jeb Bush? Why don’t we just elect Barney the dog. He’s a Republican, isn’t he?

And, if you think the draft isn’t coming, better think again. And when they start up the draft you’ll see those flag-waving young Republicans change from red to blue in a heartbeat.

Troy Coates
Murray, Utah

Sunday, November 07, 2004

my poor brain needs a home

The Girl Next Door (2004): seeing it for the first time, it feels like most cheesy teen movies out there. however this one really has a lot of substance. maybe its just because the lead is so freaking hot in the movie, but who cares right? whatever works. story is heartfelt and you actually feel real emotions with everyone, not like the cheesiness of the guys walking together on the beach in american pie 2. GAY!!! the plot holes run thick in this movie, but i'm sure you can look past it. you probably won't even notice cuz its hard to take your eyes off of ms. cuthbert. this movie barely makes the mark of buying, so add to this year's christmas list!!

The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly (1966): the last movie of the trilogy and boy did it deliver. never have i seen a movie that uses music to such an advantage. kinda like how kill bill did it, the music nearly makes the movie. and if there was ever a model gun draw scene, this would top the cake. you wouldn't think you could get excited over a gun draw, but then again you'd never think i'd be living in utah, so anything is possible. it is unreal and worthy of my highest praise. when you all go out and buy them, make sure to buy them all at the same time or in order. they all have to lead up to this one. eastwood deserves the world on a platter for making these movies. the truly original badass with a cigar. buy them all.

Ray (2004): a very high quality movie. technically, it is amazing with all the different film stocks and use of colors and real footage of back in the day and flashbacks. if you are really into film and want to see how to apply all that garbage you learned in your film class, then you have to see it. story wise, its really interesting. i didn't realize ray charles was a man-whore and a junky. the movie is just all about him shootin up H and banging all his backup singers. the movie also drags a ton. try to stay awake if you see it. music of course is really good and his performance is perfect. oscar quality as everyone has been saying. one of the only movies so far this year worthy of a few oscar nods, but for your average movie watcher, not worth seeing. jamie foxx's finest is still In Living Color. go buy that instead.

so i bought my jacket yesterday. its basically me getting an early christmas present, or me getting spoiled, depending on how you look at it. now all i need is a beanie. yes, i will be wearing a beanie so watch out. my first run will hopefully be during thanksgiving. we haven't decided what we'll be doing for thanksgiving. if we go back to denver, i guarantee it will cost us a fortune because i'll still wanna hit up some snow boarding while i'm there (hint hint R & T). if we stay here, i'll be doing the same thing, only in utah. so no matter what, we'll be droppin a few C notes, its all just a matter of where. of course i'd prefer colo to the rizzle, but we'll see.

took another LSAT practice test and got my highest so far, a 152. its not the best score. well, lets face it, its not even close, but its a start. and i realized yesterday that this coming year will be the busiest thus far in my little life. i will have lists a mile long of things to do starting Jan 1. today though, i narrowed my law school pick down of where i'll be applying. before the world premier, a few things i must clarify. first off, the most ideal law schools that are probably my first choices are, in no particular order, CU, DU, UofU, BYU. each school on the below list is based on location, ranking, school size, median LSAT and GPA scores they accept, and proximity to the deep south and Texas. we don't like Texas. next, the list below includes some schools that i will most likely have no shot getting in to, but i might as well try. either the money goes to law school apps or dvds for me. law school seems more of an investment. law school apps also will cost between $50 and $70, plus $10 per school from some gay online thing that will send them all my info. point is, i'm glad i have the wife to bring in the bling. also, i've broken it up into two categories: 1. LSAT of around 155 2. LSAT of around 160. if i get around 160, i will apply to those schools, as well as the schools under the 155 range. meaning, i'll be applying to a freaking ton of schools. can never be too careful i guess. lastly, this is assuming i get the LSAT scores listed below. i could totally bomb the LSAT and end up going to Idaho or Wyoming. without further a due, my future residence for, at the very least, three years of my life:

LSAT score of around 155
  • University of Colorado at Boulder - Boulder, Colorado
  • University of Denver - Denver, Colorado
  • Brigham Young University - Provo, Utah
  • University of Utah - Salt Lake City, Utah
  • University of Florida - Gainesville, Florida
  • Florida State University - Tallahassee, Florida
  • University of Miami - Coral Gables, Florida
  • University of Nevada, Las Vegas - Las Vegas, Nevada (why am i even writing the city/state out??)
  • Ohio State University - Columbus, Ohio
  • Pennsylvania State University - Carlisle, Pennsylvania
  • Seattle University - Seattle, Washington
  • Indiana University - Indianapolis, Indiana
  • Stanford University - Palo Alto, California
  • University of Virginia - Charlottesville, Virginia
  • University of Southern California - Los Angeles, California
  • Boston College - Newton, Massachusetts
  • University of California, Berkeley - Berkeley, California
LSAT score of around 160
  • all of the above
  • University of San Francisco - San Francisco, California
  • George Mason University - Arlington, Virginia
  • University of Illinois - Champaign, Illinois
  • Northeastern University - Boston, Massachusetts
  • University of Oregon - Eugene, Oregon
  • Pepperdine University - Malibu, California
  • University of Pittsburgh - Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
  • University of San Diego - San Diego, California
  • Temple University - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  • Wake Forest University - Winston/Salem, North Carolina
  • University of Washington - Seattle, Washington
and that's it. that's freaking enough if you ask me. now i realize there aren't a ton of really cool schools on here, but that's what i get for sucking at the LSAT and going to a crappy school. i'll just take what i can get and hope it turns out good. trust me though, there are a million schools out there that i would die to go to, i'm just not as smart i'd like to believe, or everyone else thinks for that matter. anyways, that's all next year, so as for now, i'm gonna attempt some homework here at work, even though i left my gay contacts at home. i can barely read what i'm writing now. if you find a mistake, let jessIE know. supposedly i make a million in each blog entry, but i think it just ups her self esteem cuz she sucks so bad at boggle. week 12 begins tomorrow. see ya then.

Friday, November 05, 2004

to say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels

so apparently this is my 100th post since beginning this thing. not sure what to think about that. not much has changed i guess. well, maybe things have changed. within the 100 posts, we got new neighbors upstairs who constantly come down here to tell us to turn down my music, i never listen to the radio or cds in my car anymore, the law firm seems like just a dream, or some group of junior high kids hanging out during lunch thinking we were so cool, i’m a semester closer to graduating (6 down, 5 to go), ryan and i have gone on and off again as friends about 10 times (currently on again), attempted to put some sort of focus on the law school exam, got on a snowboarding kick, although i’m not sure if i’ll actually go once this winter, found a great new friend, and we’ve owned four cars in that time. things the same: internet still shuts off once a day, same tyrannical president, i’m still fat and in need of a haircut, hate my job, love my sleep, feel 28, wish 19, and hate most people.

i doubt my blog does anything for anyone except piss most off. i’m still glad i write in it and wouldn’t take back anything i’ve ever said. it really helps my own life to get my thoughts out of my head. venting is sometimes the only thing i know how to do and i think it works. sure, i still go into my depressive self and have fits of rage that baffle me how i can be so cruel, but i think i’d be a ton worse if i didn’t write here. it’s my own Dr. Jennifer Melfi and i don’t even have to pay her (or risk falling for her).

i suppose i’ll keep writing as much as i can until something comes up and i move on onto some new fad. you all know me. doesn’t take much for me to get bored with stuff. oh well. i’d like to think that i have some huge underground cult following around the nation. i know at first i had a lot of peeps (a lot to me) that read, but i don’t think that is the case any longer. my audience has probably dwindled to roughly 3-4 cats, so i guess in the end i’m writing to myself. i used to keep a journal when i was working at Qwest and for sometime after that. i used to write a ton, kinda like this. not sure what the point is. if i were to look back on this crap later on in life, i’d probably ask “What the hell was I thinking?” it’s more embarrassing than anything. i was telling jessIE that i could publish all these as a book someday in the far, far future, but i’m sure someone will beat me to the idea. we were also talking about how this blog will seal a win for my opposing candidate if i were to ever run for office. when people read this later on, they will probably equate me to massacring millions of helpless bunnies. so i guess politics are out of the question for me. oh well. i think i’m too short anyways. this feels like i’m giving a farewell speech. funny i should say that because Sinatra just came on my computer singing it ‘His Way.’

well, kim is home. gotta go. till another day. . .

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Thursday, November 04, 2004

first time i've cried, not relating to girls/movies/alcohol

if you read anything of my blog, please read this. you can even break it up and read part today, part tomorrow if you like. i'll let you.

so i guess yesterday was just another day. however it really wasn’t. the world seemed a bit more somber than it usually is. so much time and effort and money went into Kerry’s campaign that it is really just sad. you had Springsting and company rockin the place out, you had Moore and company doing their thing, and there was Mtv with their rock the vote crap, which obviously (i would think) should appeal to the more liberal kids, and there were punk rockin tours, and an unjustified war going on that we started. seemed like he had everything going for him to get a landslide. what went wrong? i’ve read and heard some theories here and there, but they just don’t fly with me.

i must be so out of touch with the idea that GW is qualified to be a leader of the most powerful country in the history of world. it is so mind boggling that there are so many people, over 50% of the nation, that feels this way. are they out of touch? i’m just so confused about the whole thing. is the majority of the nation so simple minded and naïve that they cannot see through this man? heck, maybe i just can’t see how he is so great of a person and one of the best presidents we’ve seen in the last 50 years. i mean, he spreads freedom faster than a hooker spreads her STDs.

without trying to be racists at all, is it all the Mexicans who tend to vote republican? but wait, california went blue even with the terminator on its side. or maybe the Cubans in Florida? were they scared Kerry was gonna send them back on the boat they came from? i know that sounds harsh, but i just don’t get it. must have been all that poor white trash from the deep south. they know that if GW didn’t have a rich daddy, he would be poor white trash along with them. he gets the vote from both worlds too cuz we can’t count out the richie rich’s out there. they need their tax breaks. and big business/big government = more money for them than i can even imagine.

i guess i should also blame my own neighbors too. God forbid that two guys who love each other should be able to get some kind of civil marriage. we have to vote Bush cuz he’ll make sure that doesn’t happen with his amendment to the Constitution. well, sheep of utah, there is no way that he will be able to pull off that shit. i am excited about the next four years just so i can see him try. i do hate this state. i feel so alienated from my neighbors, my county i live in where GW got 86% of the vote, my state, where he got something like 71% (the highest percentage in the nation), my country that i live in and the church that i belong to, who happily says that they do not endorse one side or the other or one issue or another, but are perfectly happy about releasing proclamations endorsing a ban on gay marriage at a time when, what’s this, a ban on gay marriage is on the ballot this year for utah. how convenient.

i feel really bad for Kerry. he worked harder than i could ever imagine doing. not saying that Bush didn’t, however Bush already had the millions, had the force, and had the White House. Kerry started from scratch and look at what he accomplished. and do not be fooled when people say that Bush got more votes than any president ever in history. Kerry also got more votes ever if you don’t count Bush. which means??? oh yeah, Bush had more people vote against him in the history of this country. this nation is as divided as it has ever been. the partisanship will not end any time soon, despite Bush claiming he wants to bring the sides together. as i recall, he said that four years ago and has been bashed many times for making no attempt during his first term. expect this to last people.

and yes, four more years. he got it. now we look to the future. is more nation building/destroying in the cards for us? time to head over to North Korea and Iran and bomb the holy shi'ite out of them i guess. wonder if we really will though? you figure, we are pretty darn sure they are working on nukes, so they are actually a threat to us. Sadaam on the other hand barely had the tanks to run over his own people, much less blast us with them all the way from the gulf to GW’s happy little ranch. all i know is that whatever country we decide to pick on in the next four years, all you voters and supports of GW, because he is our president and we must put our faith and trust in him, will be on the front lines doing his dirty work. i want you to represent him as we kill the thousands upon thousands of innocent people just like you and i. he probably won’t do a draft, however when he calls to the American people for help and recruitment into our world police, you had better be the first in line to give your life for your president’s cause. if you support him so much, i’m sure you’ll understand that you need to lay down your life to help GW have a name in the history books and a happy retirement on his happy ranch after all is said and done. and when you have all died in battle supporting your big business country, all non-voters who had their opportunity to have their voice heard will back up the GW voters while they reload and fix their bayonets. you apparently don’t care less what happens to this country, so you must not care what happens to yourself or your comrades. for this reason, you will be forced to care for your fellow comrade, and see that by not voting, you have created the battlefield just as Gee-Dub voters have. congratulations Bush supporters. bet you didn’t know that by voting for him, you’d get a free vacation to the land of oil or the land of rice-cakes and dance games. sorry if you don’t get to choose where you go. maybe he will invade somewhere in the caribbean too. and just maybe, you will be one of the lucky 1,000 or so who won’t be coming home. don’t feel so bad, just trust him.

today is just another day and it is exactly how i predicted it would be. gays are being treated like animals, republicans rule the day, utah people are more conservative than a muslim cleric, and mary jane is still outlawed in every state (nice going Alaska). the only thing we now have to look forward to is Clinton. i pray that she runs in ’08. i don’t think i could ask for anything more. Nader on the democratic ticket would be nice too, but Hillary is where my money is.

i’m proud of all the people who decided to vote for the first time this election. i’m sad for those that wanted to, but didn’t get the chance. like most of our votes, it didn’t matter anyways. it’s obviously not over though. we still have four years to whine about the system and get changes made. our voices may be stronger than any stupid punchcard we ever fumble through (yes, utah still does punchcards). as long as we don’t forget what we stand for, i think we’ll be okay. it’s also nice to know that we are off the hook when the country goes to hell during his second term. remember, we voted for the other guy! i realize this post is really negative, but that’s what happens when you don’t give me the rights other people have, or when you send me to fight your war, or when you lose sight of our domestic policies, or when you forget who really attacked me and the rest of america, or when you run a campaign word game and dupe and confuse the voters. yes, i’m bitter, but i have all right to be. i pray i'm wrong about the next four years, but the only evidence i have is the last four years. it doesn't really work in his favor.

i’m sorry to all my peeps that i haven’t talked to since i got back. i’m not avoiding anyone, i’ve just been so busy with everything. had a lot of catching up to do on my school work and am still far behind. i miss you all and wish i was in a state where more than 34% of the voters believe gay couples are people too with rights. as soon as this week is over, i’ll try and get in touch with you all. sorry this is so long, but you know me. i also had an editorial from the paper here that i wanted to post. maybe another time i guess.

What you did made a difference, and building on itself, we will go on to make a difference another day. I promise, that time will come – the election will come when your work and your ballots will change the world, and it’s worth fighting for.

--JK

Wednesday, November 03, 2004


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we don't need no water... Posted by Hello

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Tuesday, November 02, 2004

*sigh* (#2)

such the backwards country we live in. time to pack up for canadia.

you can fool some people sometimes, but you can't fool all the people all the time

well, today is it. bout freaking time too. now we all get to stand in long lines while freezing our butts off. i will be heading over there straight after work. gives me an hour and a half to get it done. then i'll be busy the rest of the day sadly. i wish i could watch the results and crap on tv but i got drugs class, lsat study time, then lsat class. i'll be home after 9 and by that time i'm sure everything will have been already decided. my predictions: no big controversy as there was 4 years ago; no recounts, GW will take FL, IA, CO, and OH; JK will take PA and WI. i think it'll be close, but bush will win it and i'll be out a few bets here and there. oh well. life will go on and more people will die.

so no more election stuff for the time being. in a far from comprehensive list of things i did on my recent denver trip, i give you:
THE FAR FROM COMPREHENSIVE LIST OF THINGS I DID ON MY RECENT DENVER TRIP!!
  • saw karen for like five minutes and her little dogg
  • saw a house burning down and got some really good video and pics
  • study time at CU
  • read a few chapters of my current michael moore book
  • ate some tastiness at thunderbird burgers
  • played (miserably attempted) homerun derby with tom and curt
  • played some cool game of capture and hog-tie the fraternity pledge
  • d&b with tom and curtis with the dance game of course
  • long chats and walks on the beach with ryan
  • hit some sweet hot spots in boulder
  • party at waaaay old fellow high school cats' house
  • acted like monkeys with lacy
  • watched tom get reamed for being his usual self
  • headed to mom's house to chill for a while
  • lunch with ma (chipotle baby! speaking of, check out their website. chipotle.com. pretty awesome.)
  • hang with bro
  • d&b with bro
  • costume shopping with bro
  • philly cheesesteak no onions with bro
  • long political discussions with bro
  • watched the wonderful unc/miami (amazing), michigan/msu, ok/ok state (sad), fsu/maryland (amazing), and about 5 seconds of the nebraska game. and once again, utah is gonna be the story of the year!
  • halloween block party in boulder that got broken up before we even arrived
  • halloween party at tom's shoe people's house
  • dick cheney dancing like hopefully there is no tomorrow for him
  • some tasty silver mine...oh wait, i didn't have any
  • and i think about six thousand other things that i can't recall right now.
so there you have it. this week is going to be terrible. i have more homework that i can even sort through my head. i will be so happy when its over with. right now, gotta read the paper. happy voting friends and family (for those that are even registered!). vote yes to kerry, no to gay marriage bans, and no to judge taylor and hugh rode cuz they suck as professors! cut us some slack you old bags.

(actually, they are very nice guys, just either too hard, confusing, unorganized, and too high of expectations)


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Monday, November 01, 2004

i don't think he'll be voting for bush either

"Contrary to what Bush says and claims -- that we hate freedom -- let him tell us then, "Why did we not attack Sweden?"

We fought with you because we are free, and we don't put up with transgressions. We want to reclaim our nation. As you spoil our security, we will do so to you.

I wonder about you. Although we are ushering the fourth year after 9/11, Bush is still exercising confusion and misleading you and not telling you the true reason. Therefore, the motivations are still there for what happened to be repeated. (this alone calls for a new president without question)

And he moved the tyranny and suppression of freedom to his own country, and they called it the Patriot Act, under the disguise of fighting terrorism. And Bush, the father, found it good to install his children as governors and leaders.

And we never knew that the commander-in-chief of the American armed forces would leave 50,000 of his people in the two towers to face those events by themselves when they were in the most urgent need of their leader.

He was more interested in listening to the child's story about the goat rather than worry about what was happening to the towers. So, we had three times the time necessary to accomplish the events.

Your security is not in the hands of Kerry or Bush or al Qaeda. Your security is in your own hands. Any nation that does not attack us will not be attacked. "

--Bin Laden

sounds logical to me. too bad we keep attacking more nations and pissing everyone off. denver rocked! full details to come, but i had the raddest costume, pissed off probably everyone at least once, saw lots of some of the peeps i wanted, saw too little of a few others, and even made it home with 15 minutes to spare before having to start work. all in all, i'd rate my little holiday a B+. oh yeah, add university of denver (DU) to the list of law school potentials. might be easy enough to get into and very sweet campus. i'm so tired and i think there is another fire going off in the school right now. not happy. need sleep. love colorado to death, but good to be home. sick of sleeping on couches. sweet dreams my posse of hard working coast to coasters. e propa is home.